Dear You,

Dear you,


Sometimes in your life you feel alone, stupid, and worthless. Sometimes there are moments when you just want to vanish, to leave, to run, or simply to die. The moments you feel like everything is slipping away from you... and self-depreciation is inevitable, when suicidal thoughts float on your mind. It's okay.It's okay.

You are not alone. Everyone feel bad at some point of their lives, but it was not the right reason to die. Just because you feel worthless doesn't mean it's right to end your life. It's okay to feel that way sometimes, I would never blame you that you feel low sometimes, because it will anchor your head to your shoulders and keeping your feet on the ground.

But keep this in your mind, that I would never forgive you if you end your life. There is no reasons in this world acceptable to kill yourself. Remember this, no matter how worthless you feel I love you, no matter how much you hate yourself, I love you. Know this, there is someone out there loving you too, there is someone who still need you in his life, who will be devastated when you're gone.

Hey you, I know you feel you are just a stupid spoiled disgusting eighteen years old brat. But hey, do you realise you have lived for eighteen years? You are awesome for passing those years in highschool! You are a bright star! Remember how stars can only shine whenever the sun is set? Do you know that the sun is just a tiny star? Compare to the stars, the sun doesn't even shine that bright.

You, you are a star, a bright star. But remember that the stars only shine at night?   You are a star, your sun just has not set yet. Your sun is your feel of worthlessness, therefore, appreciate your self. Love your self, set that sun, and shine. Shine bright in the deepest night. You, you will be shine, just maybe not now. You will find the right night, the right moment, I believe you will. So why shouldn't you?

Believe. Struggle. Shine. Breathe. Live. Love.

Hey you, do you know how many people in the world struggle to live? Struggle just to breathe? You, do you know there are people out there who envies you, just for being able to breathe, to stand, to run, to walk, to sit, to sleep easily? There are people out there who can not be like you, want to be like you. Do you know how precious you are? How awesome you are? Please know this, I appreciate you, I adore you, I love you. So why shouldn't you?

Now, you know how I feel, right? How I want you so much to keep breathing? How much I will devastated if you're gone? You are a star, my star, You are my life. Keep breathing, keep on struggling, your night will come. I love you, so much. Keep this in your mind, your heart, your soul. I will never blame you for feeling unworthy, for feeling stupid, for being mad at your self. I believe in you, I put my faith in you, just because I love you. So why shouldn't you?



Love,
Me