Yep, if you still haven't know yet (I mean, where in the world are you?) we have changed the calendar into 2014, no longer 2013 no longer highschool (for me), and we have proven to the universe that 2012 movie was a JOKE. But seriously, do you really believe that the end of the world is predictable? No? Then you are genius, congrats!
Anyway, here I am, perfectly fine, except for some mental disposition, in this new year.
I have passed all the test for 2013! Congrats my self!
First, I overcome my sadness over not getting any medal in the Science Olympiad, but that was actually stupid, so.. juvenile, except it actually helps to get a good college, but let's just say that I HAD PASSED those days of Olympiad thingy...
Second, the biggest fear of 12 grader in Indonesia, The National Final Exam. I PASSED that, Albeit sadly I had to say that it wasn't my maximum performance, I mean seriously, I got perfect score for chemistry but the lowest score for biology? Isn't that so tragic since I wanted to get into med school?
Anyway, here we go the Third, getting into a college, it's a truth universally acknowledge that a twelfth grade student with pretty good scores is in search of good universities, so then, I applied, to another country even, Turkey! I actually did applied to a uni in my country, but I'm like 70% sure that I wasn't gonna be accepted, so yeah, I was taking all my chances and took Turkey.
well truth be told, I wasn't even the slightest bit interested with the country, but the thoughts of getting definitely closer to Europe made took the chances and risk everything, including the rentals' money.
You might want me to shut up and just get to the point, aaaand, the point is, I PASSED THAT TOO! Blimey, I still cannot believe that I'm in Turkey right now *total lies* I totally believe that I could be here, and I do stay in Turkey right now. (For more detail about this girl living abroad will be on the post right next!)
That's probably the biggest events in 2013, another thing like Paramore newest album, graduation, my sudden addiction to make up, my boring summer, and my first winter will probably be on the next posts *I have a kickass wifi connection so I'm pretty optimistic about it*.
Well, then let's move on from the 2013 shall we?! *see the exclamation mark shows how eager I am*
I have a feeling that 2014 will be MORE awesome than ever, seriously, I mean, I'm no longer stuck in Indonesia, but actually living abroad and definitely closer to Greece!
And I'm now a college student, probably still a childish college student, but who cares? You know the Latin saying, "tempora mutantur, nos et mutamur in illis" which means time is changing and I'm changing with it, I will change, for better or worse, only God knows and me the one who decides.
This year, I'm not going to make any resolutions or letter or anything, I just want one thing, for all to be looking up and better, also for being able to see 2015.
I'm quite content with what I have now *except for the fact that my recent scores are disgusting, tell ya later about it and I still haven't got any scholarship yet*, I am grateful for the other things, like me being able to live abroad, to meet new people and new family, to experience a snowy winter--which by the way only lasted like a week--to know new things, and definitely to be widened intellectually and emotionally.
Oh, don't forget that I'm going to be 18 this year! Um, I'm supposedly 18 now in Indonesia, but see the time differences changes everything.. but yeah, I'm 18! Which means I can have my own cell phone number in this country, and in some I now can legally marry and drink *um just kidding! Really don't shoot me!* but really I'm not completely in this 18 thing, because now I can't call me the seventeen year old girl anymore, and now I'm completely not under my parents' provision anymore, uh I hate growing up...
-- Paramore said in their song "Ain't it fun, living in the real world... Ain't it good, being all alone..." it was actually... not completely true! It was like one of few things I disagree from them. Living in the real world is NOT that fun! and you will never be alone, for better or worse--
Now, I have no idea of what I'm going to say more, but, I think this enough for a welcoming post to a new year. In the end, stay tuned folks, I'm going to write more and better things, actually, that's probably means more babbling and less understandable thoughts, but it's not like I'm going to corrupt anyone here...*see the babbles?*
Stay Awesome
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